This is pure venting because I don't think spoken words will work.
It won't stop bleeding, I cut my leg too deep this time and its pissing blood everywhere. No one has noticed yet. It does not hurt, the blade was sharp. But its leaking no...I like it when the red water comes out. Sorry had to have a salad fingers reference. I feel so numb, it hurts this inner pain which never seems to leave. It feel like I am being destoryed, but I have never felt so alive.
February 9 2006, 04:01:25 UTC 6 years ago
but if you want to talk.. or just want the company.. i'm about
February 9 2006, 15:05:05 UTC 6 years ago
February 10 2006, 04:23:46 UTC 6 years ago
February 10 2006, 19:05:47 UTC 6 years ago
rose
hey rose I am gonna try and stop it really. Its bad..so no rose your not allowed to do it either, evil rose. But I know you guys love me, love you guys too yout best friends would ever hope for, ^_^